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The end of my teenage years


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12/03/2009 04:32:00 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
If your logic, lust and love never contradicts, then you’ve never been in a real relationship..
Gianayu

I've found a new DESIRE!!

8/16/2009 12:05:00 AM Edit This 0 Comments »







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Hopefully I can get it by COD this weekend.. ;)

PRETTY LITTLE LIARS

8/14/2009 09:07:00 AM Edit This 4 Comments »


nothing much I can say..
it's an incredible book!!
I personally think that this book is far more interesting than HARRY POTTER!

So 5 best friends, Ali, Spencer, Emily, Aria and Hanna are the most popular girls on Rosewood..
Each of them shared a little secret with Ali, and only Ali..
Until one day Ali went missing.. without a trace..
That's when they started receiving threatening messages from someone called "A", who'd swear to spill out their secrets if they didn't do exactly what it wants..
They thought A was Ali since she's the only one who knows each of their dirty little secrets..
That's before they found her body in a hole in her own backyard months later..
So who is this "A" who's been terrorizing these helpless little liars in Rosewood?
Ali's ghost?

IT'S A HIGHLY RECOMMENDED SERIES BOOK TO READ!

START FROM:
1. PRETTY LITTLE LIARS
2. FLAWLESS
3. PERFECT
4. UNBELIEVABLE
5. WICKED
6. KILLER

AND THE UPCOMING BOOKS:
HEARTLESS AT JANUARY 19 2010 AND TWISTED AT DECEMBER 2010..



IT'S ONLY OVER WHEN I SAY IT IS.. "A"

current desire

7/09/2009 11:20:00 PM Edit This 2 Comments »
Fujifilm instax mini 55i

Fujifilm instax 200

Fujifilm instax mini 7


Polaroid land camera

Fujifilm cheki instax mini 25

Fujifilm instax mini 20


I'm not a big fan of cameras, I'm also not good at photography..
It's not even a hobby of mine..
I don't know why, but looking at these pictures on the internet,
lures me..
I REALLY REALLY WANT A POLAROID CAMERA!!
so please for anyone who knows where I can get one in
MALAYSIA or INDONESIA, or maybe even in SINGAPORE, do inform me..
thank you..

we will always love you opa.. :)

6/30/2009 09:30:00 AM Edit This 2 Comments »

dear opa

6/30/2009 01:30:00 AM Edit This 0 Comments »

dear opa, I was shocked to found out about your conditions long time ago..
you looked so weak..
before I left, you could climb any mountain peak..
you had such a big heart, opa..
despite your pain, you were able to give away your daughter on her wedding..
you had such a high spirit in life..

dear opa,
I remember how you whispered me good luck on my college, and how u prayed for me to graduate soon..
Thank you opa..
I was calm when I went back to malaysia that day, because I knew that you were doing fine..
I was relieved everytime I heard news about you getting better opa..
especially when I know that you're able to walk again..

dear opa, i'm sorry for all of the things I did that might've hurt you..
for every birthday I forgot..
for everytime I grabbed the nintendo stick from you..
for everytime I get upset when you talk too much in the car..
for everytime you drive too slow until I would call you "turtle opa"..
for everytime I might've forget about you..

dear opa, you were so proud of your 'onta' car..
I remember being so young and selfish..
when I never said thank you after you drop me off from school..
thank you God for giving me the time to change, to be more mature..
for giving me the chance to grow up and start saying thank you..
thank you for always picking me and my brothers up from school opa..

dear opa, thank you so much for everything..
above all, I wanted to thank you the most for waiting for me..
I also thank God for giving the opportunity..
thank you so much opa for giving me the last chance to kiss you that night..
it was as if you knew that I was back hometown..
thank you opa for letting me see you for the last time, though it was very briefly..
it was still an amazing moment for me..

dear opa, you're up above with God now..
I'm happy that you're happy and no longer in pain..
I remember running in the hospital, scared that you're gonna go..
I'm sorry for being selfish and wasn't thinking that it was best for you..
I'm sorry I didn't keep my promise to take you to genting casino..
now God is taking you to the best casino you can ever imagine, opa..

dear opa, sorry that I can't stop crying..
I hope I didn't make things hard for you up there..
I promise I will get over this, so you don't have to worry about us opa..
I hope you're enjoying your casino and nintendos and chocolates up there, as well as riding your ducati..
this is my letter saying goodbye opa, til we meet again..
our love for you will never stop opa..
may you rest in peace by God's side..
AMEN